Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Schmexy Appeal
One of the major factors a person uses to decide if they could date someone else is the other person's sex appeal. It all makes sense now, I must be an ugly fucker. But sex appeal isnt just about looks, but since I let myself be "just a friend" I lost any chance of verbal sex appeal. So those two mistakes combined fucked me over... and will probably keep fucking me over, and over and over. Just like what's his face in shawshank redemption.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
It wasn't worth it....
I talked with the guy who she dated the other day... I was drunk, we were hanging with a mutual friend... I don't remember much of that night, but I do remember talking about her with him... and telling him how much she liked him, and how I was nothing to her. I remember saying "At least you got to hold her hand" and his reply? "It wasn't worth it"
Everything I wanted to experience with her HE got, and at the end of it all, the whole experience wasnt worth it to him. How can she say she loved him? She does not know what love is! Misguided by the lies society tells us.
"How bout this one? With all the pretty hearts on the front, I think I know where this ones going. Yup "Happy Valentines Day sweetheart, I love you." Isn't that sweet? Ain't love grand? This is exactly what I'm talking about. What does that even mean, love? Do you know? Do you? Anybody? If somebody gave me this card Mr. Vance, I'd eat it. It's these cards, and the movies and the pop songs, they're to blame for all the lies and the heartache, everything. We're responsible. I'M responsible. I think we do a bad thing here. People should be able to say how they feel, how they really feel, not ya know, some words that some stranger put in their mouth. Words like love, that don't mean anything. Sorry, I'm sorry, I um, I quit. There's enough bullshit in the world without my help" -500 days of Summer
She did not experience love for him, she experienced infatuation, she became attached to him because she gave so much of herself to him, she did not keep a level rational head, but instead let her emotions run wild. And in the end, when it is all said and done, he didn't think she was worth the time he spent on her.
Life is not fair, im fine with that... but I would like to win, once. But it seems I am destined to forever be, a lamp.
Everything I wanted to experience with her HE got, and at the end of it all, the whole experience wasnt worth it to him. How can she say she loved him? She does not know what love is! Misguided by the lies society tells us.
"How bout this one? With all the pretty hearts on the front, I think I know where this ones going. Yup "Happy Valentines Day sweetheart, I love you." Isn't that sweet? Ain't love grand? This is exactly what I'm talking about. What does that even mean, love? Do you know? Do you? Anybody? If somebody gave me this card Mr. Vance, I'd eat it. It's these cards, and the movies and the pop songs, they're to blame for all the lies and the heartache, everything. We're responsible. I'M responsible. I think we do a bad thing here. People should be able to say how they feel, how they really feel, not ya know, some words that some stranger put in their mouth. Words like love, that don't mean anything. Sorry, I'm sorry, I um, I quit. There's enough bullshit in the world without my help" -500 days of Summer
She did not experience love for him, she experienced infatuation, she became attached to him because she gave so much of herself to him, she did not keep a level rational head, but instead let her emotions run wild. And in the end, when it is all said and done, he didn't think she was worth the time he spent on her.
Life is not fair, im fine with that... but I would like to win, once. But it seems I am destined to forever be, a lamp.
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